I'm a nurse. I can do CPR. I have done CPR many times. I feel pretty good about this. Errr, I did feel pretty good about this, until last week.
While driving to Taylee's Dr's appt (see previous post), Kent and I were first responder's to an auto-pedestrian accident. We were driving along behind a little 2 seater sports car, headed for a red light. As we approached the intersection, the light turned green. The sports car released his brakes, and immediately began to accelerate. We suddenly saw a man running across the intersection, directly into the path of the sports car. We watched in horror as the car (who later said he was going approx 35 mph), hit the pedestrian. The man was thrown up on the windshield, which smashed into thousands of pieces, then thrown out in front of the car, flipping through the air several times. It was like watching a clip on You Tube, or America's Funniest Home Videos, but it wasn't funny. At all.
Kent stopped the car and turned on the hazards. I was dialing 911, and I remember yelling to Kent "I don't want to do CPR!!" See, despite my experience as a nurse, I am terrified of doing CPR on an adult. An adult with adult germs, and no mask to give breaths. Eeek. At work even when my baby is coding, I have oxygen, with a mask, usually a secure airway, and lots and lots of support. Respiratory Therapy, fellow Nurses, Dr.'s, etc. And meds when needed to re-start the heart. It's a whole lot different doing CPR on a patient in the middle of the street, with no oxygen, no mask, no medications, and most importantly, no support.
We ran to the man, and mercifully, found he was breathing, and semi-conscious. His leg was obviously broken and displaced, and he had blood coming from his nose, head, and ears. He was moaning but unable to communicate with us in his delusional state. He kept trying to roll over, and we were trying to make him stay still to avoid further injury to himself. I was able to monitor his pulse while waiting for the EMTs to arrive. Kent, fortunately realized he should probably go back to the car and care for Taylee. Yes, once again, it's clear that we are fabulous parents. We left her in the running car while we ran to the aid of the pedestrian. I terrify myself with the possibilities of someone driving off with her in the car, kidnapping her, or rear-ending the car with her inside. What were we thinking?! Good thing Kent brought his brain along! I was somehow 100% focused on "my" patient.
It felt like only 2 minutes before a cop arrived, and quickly afterward the ambulance. I have a whole new respect for EMT's. They were professional, quick, and compassionate. Crazy that their job, which is so much the same as mine, is so very different. I like that while my job is intense at times, it is a controlled intensity. I think I would be terrified to work as an EMT! They are thrust into dangerous situations with very little info to go on, treating patients with unknown injuries. Scary! Way to go EMS workers!
Within a few minutes, the EMT's were loading the patient into the ambulance, and he was beginning to regain consciousness. I have been unable to get much info about his condition, since the accident, so I have to believe he was okay. It's been a challenge, being a citizen, thrust into a situation like this, but with no opportunity to get any info regarding the outcome. Kent seems okay with it, but I feel a lack of "closure" from the incident. I know, cliche, huh? So, a week later, I am choosing to believe he is now home, with family to care for him, and recovering completely to live a full life!